It's only been one week of school and I'm already sick of it. Sick of all the inter-personal stuff. And I'm an extremely introverted (not the exact word to use here but I can't think of the right word now) person. I always turn off my wifi/data cuz I cannot stand having my phone buzzing every 5 seconds? It just gets on my nerve. Especially not when I'm doing other things, unless I'm talking one-to-one to someone. That's why I'm usually not active in chat groups, unless I really am that bored.

I got to know many people through the camps and what not, but sometimes it gets a little overwhelming. Idk how to put it across. Like that day I just got to know this girl through my friend cuz both of us were going sociology alone, so we decided to go together. I mean, it's good to have company, but I'm perfectly fine being alone too. But I guess for this girl she's the kind that must have company with her. So she wanted us to go for tutorials together. Okay sure. So I suggested a few timings to her. And she said she perferred the one on monday instead of wed which I preferred. Then I asked her if she has any other available timeslots cuz if it was on Monday I would have to rush for my lab immediately after it. And she said quite hard cuz she's taking double degree (so her timetable is quite tight). At times like this, what would you do? I couldn't force her to change the timing since she already mentioned she's in ddp so by right I have to accommodate her timetable. If I were her I would have just suggested going separately, that would have saved BOTH of us so much trouble but no she didn't. And I couldn't bring myself to suggest it cuz that would mean pangseh-ing her. Okay fine maybe it's my fault also. I could have easily suggested it if she was my close friend but I only got to know her on the first day of school?! In a way, I felt kinda manipulated by her... Maybe it's just me la I could have just told her directly. I feel bad for saying this but I wished my friend hadn't introduced us. I hate these kind of burdening stuff, like having to consider other's feelings and also not neglecting your own interests. Idk if this whole paragraph made sense or if it's just me being anal.

Ah shit I'm just so frustrated with school, and it's not even about school work.

As for academic-related matters, lectures have been in general okay~ Ah except for the IT mod (programming). The lecturer couldn't seem to be able to explain clearly... CN (chem eng core mods) is fine so far, currently covering conversion of units, quite similar to what we did for A level physics except for a few new things like coverting to the American units (ft, inch etc.) Soci was kinda interesting, but I regret not taking down notes cuz I forgot most of what the lecturer said LOL I thought that day was merely an intro lecture :p Math was the most manageable one, since it was mainly just revision on differenciation and integration stuff. Oh but the math lecturer is a little weird. He randomly cracks 'sick' jokes hahaha. And he's a little fat so the image he gives me is of a 色pehpeh LOL