Please let there be nothing wrong. Please.

Otherwise I wouldn't know how to deal with it.

Year 9s?!

I'm feeling so happy tonight ^^ MY HEART IS BURSTING WITH HAPPINESS I SWEAR.

I don't know if it's because I went back to Dunman today haha. Helped out for the year 3 orientation as a station master, was at the same station together with Chester, Leng Yuk and Si Zheng and a year 3 girl called Hui Ling who's part of the orientation committee. Had fun catching up with them especially when talking about how 4G had disappointed so many of our teachers like Ms Soh and Qiu laoshi hahaha. Those were really epic XD Talked a little to Hui Ling and it was surprisingly easy to talk to her despite us being 6 years apart! Maybe she's just more matured for her age.

And omg the sudden realisation that we were year 9s was shocking... We wouldn't even had met the year 3s before because they entered the year after we graduated :O

Nonetheless it felt really awesome being back in Dunman haha! Everything was just so nostalgic. I shouldn't have taken my days at dhs for granted :/  Even walking down the road to school felt so nostalgic so I was walking rather slowly hahaha. I was also reminded of the two or three times I bumped into someone when I walked out into the street from home and how that made my day HAHAHAHAHA. ;) ;)

Ahhh I really miss spending days with Dunmanians... T-T

Oh boy. I just realised that I shouldn't have started the year with my previous post haha. But wellz I have never really seen the point of making a big hooha over the new year since time is continuous; the start of a new year doesn't signify anything special. You don't have to wait till the new year to start making changes/resolutions, that's just an excuse.

Still, I guess I got excited by the fireworks from the new year coundown that I started spamming people with new year greetings XD

ANYWAYS, to the main point.... (This took me 5 seconds to recall LOL) This semester I've decided to make some changes to my activities out of school. For one, I decided to reduce my partipation in cdac because I don't really think it has been effective and, to my second point, I want to do something new and different. Ah but it turns out that it's also not something very new haha. Feeling excited to be playing once again hehe I hope it turns out well! I hope that doing something I like can help to straighten my thoughts out a little and keep my mind sane during the semester. I have so many things I want to do but I can only limit myself to one thing per school term because I really need to buck up in my studies :/

For now, it's time to treasure the last week of the holidays before another horrifying semester!

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It's really very easy to simply blame someone for their shortcomings and neglect the mistakes that you yourself have made.

I'm so damn confused about human relationships ugh.