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This girl is cool! How does she sing such high notes so effortlessly omg. The song is nice too. It's by a chinese band called 逃跑计划 and apparently their songs sound quite western. I saw some comments on YT about how their songs sound very similar to Coldplay haha hmmm China copying once again? :P Nonetheless a nice song is still a nice song.

Maybe this was a huge mistake right from the start. FREAKING HELL. I hate this. I'm a horrible person. Terrible at making the correct decisions. DAMN IT.

It's another one of those nights where I can feel the darkness and negativity seeping out. Always full of self-doubt. It's time to chase them back into the corners of my mind and heart once again and fight them off in my sleep!

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Maintaining connection with people consistently is just so darn tiring. But it feels like once you don't stay connected, things progress too fast and poof! You reaalise you are unable to relate.

Speaking of which, I realised that my introvertedness reaches a high when too many people I know, but whom I am not close to, are present. That day when my relatives came over on National Day for a gathering, I really just didn't feel like catching up with any of them at all and I just sat at a side playing with Ruby. It was just way too noisy and crowded for my liking ugh. And interestingly, I had rather talked to my aunt or uncle than my cousins who are of closer age to me. Idk, maybe it's just cuz we are not close.