Ahhhhhh it's been 3 months but nothing has changed. Many things have happened in this span of time (from holidaying to working at 2 different jobs)  and have kept my mind occupied, but perhaps it was all just temporary and superficial. Btw, now I understand what people mean when they say that working is a good way of keeping things off your mind.

Regardless of what the outcome was, it is never the end of the world. Do not let your life be determined by some mere letters. There's more to life than just academic or career success; so much more. Personally I find greater happiness when helping someone than doing well in my studies. As usual, I find no need to further explain myself. Then what is this post for?! Haha idk.