It's amazing how the confidence I took the past week to build up could come collapsing so easily, all because of a mere call from a woman that I just could not seem to communicate with. (She just didn't get what I was telling her?! She even requested for another officer to speak to her ok. And she claimed that she knew better than I did. Then you call for what?!) Or perhaps it was all a farce to begin with. But I just have to get over it. She's just one out of a hundred. Then again, this reminds me of how once someone who has been doing good deeds does something bad, he becomes a bad person regardless of his previous deeds. That's kinda how I feel right now. Even though I feel that I did quite okay for the first week, this single incident was more than sufficient for me to feel that I'm doing badly. Yes I'm aware of this but I still can't help but to feel this way. Hope a good night's sleep will get rid of this feeling.

Finally got to meet the peeps today and celebrated zq's (overdue) birthday! We didn't have any plan on what to eat and what to do, but it turned out okay somehow. Birthday cake was brought out quite awkwardly since zq happened to turn around haha but it was already kinda obvious in the first case so it didn't really matter. Afterwards went to a cafe and got drinks and just chilled out. Really enjoyed today's session especially with the interesting army talks. I may not have talked much but I was actively listening okay. Honestly, I was kinda reluctant to leave. I wanted to hang out longer, but everyone had their own stuff on and I needed to be back to pack my stuff. If time permitted I would have liked to just stay longer, even if we ran out of topics to talk about. It all just felt so comfortable :)

Before that, went for a short jog with kaining in the morning! We ended up talking more than we ran though hahaha. Finally got to catch up after more than a month since the last time we met up! Afterwards took a bath at her house and her mum made me a cup of milo too hehe thanks auntie!

Today had been one of the best day in a long time~ It got me recharged for the upcoming week of work! And I'm looking forward to the Sat session since we're gonna play floorball and basketball (though I can't really play haha)!

In a good mood now~ ^^

Actually my job is quite fun. It's basically like trouble-shooting but not in the technical way and helping people to find the answers that they want. The bad part is when you have to keep putting them on hold for such a long period of time, even when their question was a relatively simple one. Worse is if you provide them an incorrect answer but you only realise it some time later and you can't call them back. Guilt guilt. Anw, the main point I wanted to say was, I have always liked trouble-shooting since young haha so yeah I guess I kinda enjoy it~ They say the peak period is late March and early April, but yesterday I already had non-stop incoming calls so I don't want to imagine how it will be like then... it's like once I release the phone call, another one comes in. But it's fine, it saves my PI hahaha. Did I mention before? WE HAVE A FREAKING PI THAT INCREASES EACH WEEK.

It seems like everyone is facing some kind of trouble or stress at work recently. Have strength guys! Jiayou~

Ahhhhh tmr's gonna be the first day I'll be manning the line T.T freaking out like mad I tell you. We did try a few calls today during our live buddy session, where we were split into smaller groups and had to answer a call from a REAL taxpayer (even though I initially thought they simply got some of their colleagues to pretend and call in). But the thing is, there was a supervisor right beside us. And we relied A LOT on her lol she was like our live encyclopedia. It's mad la omg so many things to look out for and if you give the wrong advice then gg. Siao liao siao liao. Tmr onwards I'll be ALL ON MY OWN. Still can ask supervisor la, but I foresee there will be a long queue. Siao liao. Hope everything goes well tmr! ><

I contemplated whether or not to share this song, because it contains sexual themes which caused the song to be banned from public broadcast in SK. But ignoring that, I feel that this song was beautifully written and composed. The lyrics make up a mini drama where there's development within that short period of 4 minutes plus and the jazzy feel of the song just matches the overall story so well. Oh yes, and that last three notes <3 I like weird endings like this haha.