Game of Thrones Cello Cover - Break of Reality

<3 gosh I feel like taking out my cello naoooo.

Glee - Wake Me Up (Lyrics)

So wake me up when it's all overWhen I'm wiser and I'm olderAll this time I was finding myselfAnd I didn't know I was lost

John Legend - All Of Me (Official Video) [with lyrics] Legendado

Aye this sense of self-doubt is creeping back again. It doesn't feel good y'know...

Idk how to balance between the part of me that likes to make fun of people and seems outgoing, and the other part of me that is an introvert at heart. Idk if I'm becoming more fake and insincere as the days pass. Idk if just being my incapable self is all right. Idk what I am waiting for to validate my worth.

Life is a journey of enlightenment, but at least give me the direction of the light.

Say Something - A Great Big World (Acoustic Cover) by Jona Selle

Blank Space - Taylor Swift (Piano/Cello Cover) - Brooklyn Duo

Accidentally shared this on the ocip blog instead lololol

Sigh I really dk what I'm working towards... No goal = no meaning = no drive

Is it a good or bad thing to base your own happiness on other people's happiness? I feel like I'm living my life for the people in my life. Now I don't even know what I want in MY life that doesn't concern any other people except for myself.

And it sucks to feel like I'm not able to contribute cuz of my limited capabilities. I just want to share people's burden. But am I in the position to do so if I can't even do my own job well...

What is my life all about? What do I really want in life?! Where on earth am I heading towards?!

Questions that I must figure out asap...