Aye this sense of self-doubt is creeping back again. It doesn't feel good y'know...

Idk how to balance between the part of me that likes to make fun of people and seems outgoing, and the other part of me that is an introvert at heart. Idk if I'm becoming more fake and insincere as the days pass. Idk if just being my incapable self is all right. Idk what I am waiting for to validate my worth.

Life is a journey of enlightenment, but at least give me the direction of the light.