Just 3 more days and exams will finally be officially over! Then it's time to pack the things in my room and move to the new shelter. Then it's unpacking (oh god just thinking about it feels so tiring :/) and finding a job to save up for KOREA. Woots looking forward to it. Gonna be a hectic one month of summer school with classes from 9am-7pm 4 days a week, it's really like a cram school LOL. But travelling before school starts and during the weekends yayz.

Sighs somehow I really don't feel like replying anyone on whatsapp/tele these days, so I apologise for the very late/slow responses. I have the urge to climb back into my turtle shell again haha.
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Sometimes, you really have to ask yourself if you ever did put in your fair share of effort, before you start yapping about others.

I feel like there is never enough time to spend with all of your loved ones. It's always tough choosing who to spend time with when you can never spend too much time with people dear to you.

Idk, I have a feeling (not entirely baseless, but I'm gonna leave that out) that my parents will be ageing rapidly in the next few years and just the thought of anything happening to them really scares me. What I'm taking for granted right now could well be gone any time soon.

Today I also realised that in November this year, Ruby is done with at least 1/3 of her life, assuming she lives up to around 12 years old. That means that in relative terms, she has already lived a larger part of her life than I have lived mine. Ok, it may not be that surprising since dogs have shorter lifespan, but it just reminded me that we don't really have a lot of time with her.

I know I sound kinda paranoid here lol, no idea why also, but yaaaaaa. Just random thoughts that pop out while I'm trying to study for my last paper on Wednesday LOL.

10cm - October Rain

Beautiful song :')

Ah shit. Did I make another mistake. I didn't plan to talk it about this today....

I'm sorry man. I'm also being selfish here I guess.

SALTNPAPER (솔튼페이퍼) - 모자 (Hats)

Found another nice indie band ^^ This is so my type of music haha

I was talking to Gauri a few days ago about some things and I was kinda taken aback by the word that I had used. Was that how I actually felt without myself realising? I rely on intuition quite often I guess. Just that takes me some time to decipher what I'm feeling.

ANYWAYS. It's the last week of school omg. So many things due on Friday :O Only one more week to study before the first paper on the 23rd omgggggg. Im so dead x.x I'm not even kidding.

Jiayou everyone! Legggooooooo

You know what's more demoralizing than not knowing how to do your tutorials or even not doing well for a test?

It's when you feel like you can't even contribute much for a project.

Not that I want to slack, I actually spent hours working on modeling that question, but it still turned out with tons of mistakes lol. Even during discussions, I don't even know what to comment hah.

What on earth am I doing here man seriously. But where else do I belong? Can I not get a degree ugh.