I feel like there is never enough time to spend with all of your loved ones. It's always tough choosing who to spend time with when you can never spend too much time with people dear to you.

Idk, I have a feeling (not entirely baseless, but I'm gonna leave that out) that my parents will be ageing rapidly in the next few years and just the thought of anything happening to them really scares me. What I'm taking for granted right now could well be gone any time soon.

Today I also realised that in November this year, Ruby is done with at least 1/3 of her life, assuming she lives up to around 12 years old. That means that in relative terms, she has already lived a larger part of her life than I have lived mine. Ok, it may not be that surprising since dogs have shorter lifespan, but it just reminded me that we don't really have a lot of time with her.

I know I sound kinda paranoid here lol, no idea why also, but yaaaaaa. Just random thoughts that pop out while I'm trying to study for my last paper on Wednesday LOL.