Once it is there, it is there.

I guess it always will be there.

Oh well. Haha.

I just recorded a few short melodies in my phone for my SOM assignment and I had a realisation that my tunes were heavily influenced by Jay Chou LOL. Somehow or rather the melodies that I came up with sounded similar to those composed by him.... Of course mine can't be compared to his la I'm like level zero while he's alr at a god level hahaha but it sounds similar. Maybe I'm just playing out melodies that I have heard before somewhere and have been tucked into the very corners of my memory XD

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Yes, no matter what happiness and health comes first. So please take care of yourselves people! And of course you too dear Kaining :) Thanks for reminding me that while we may be caught up in our own struggles, we should not forget that people around are probably and most likely facing similar difficulties. Keep a look out for people around you. Jiayou everyone!

You see the 2nd line under 'marks'? Yup that's my score.

Scored my first 0 in uni yayz.

I kinda expected it after the test but it's still so damn demoralizing. At first I thought my marks have yet to be keyed in when I saw the big fat 0 but nah that was the reality LOL.

Really fuck this shit man. The number of hours I spend on fluid tutorials and pyp is so not worth this freaking oval-shaped creature. Maybe I'm not doing it right. I know I can be really unproductive. But I tried. But when the paper came I got too affected again and poof everything went down the drain. This is one of my worst issues that I have yet to learn to overcome.

So now what? I can only push on right. No one to blame except my self. Hope for things to be a little better. At most I retake the module. And retake. And retake. Or switch to another course. Hmmm sounds enticing? But that means extending my undergrad years. Means more money. Means I delay graduation and start work later. Means my parents have to retire later.

..........What exactly is the point that I am trying to drive across?

Wtv man that's all I have got to rant. Live with it. Get over it. Move on. Work harder.

Sorry for the vulgarity yeah.

Ben Folds Five - One Angry Dwarf and Two Hundred Solemn Faces

The piano solo is sick! But I can never get sick of it ;) The first time I heard this song was back in 2008, but until today I'm still amazed at the piano solo.

Kiss.
My.
Aaaasssssss.

HAHAHA.

150920 멜로디 포레스트 캠프 윤하 - 좋아해

Awesome possumz :) Still love her rock performances the most hehe. Lol there's a part where she forgot the lyrics XD

I swear that as the days go by, I'm going to end up with a university degree in cursing and swearing LOL. Every time I do tutorials or revise in particular for CN modules, somehow I will find myself cursing at the paper unknowingly. It's bad because soon it will become a habit and I may just curse out unconsciously during daily conversations which is something I don't wish to happen...

All right, back to cursing..oops I mean studying for 2122! :P

Ugh I'm feeling so uncomfortable over something that I can't properly concentrate on my revision.

Is it right for family members to not tell a sick person how many days they are left with? I feel that the sick person has the right to know, but I also know that it may affect her will. But if it's almost certain that this person wouldn't live any much longer, shouldn't she have the right to know? It is better for her to carry false hope or to face the reality earlier despite how difficult it may be? Otherwise when the day comes and the person suddenly realises it, wouldn't it be too late for him/her to fulfil certain wishes? Even though it's good that she's being very positive about things now, but people around her all know that even the doctors are not going to let her go for treatment because it's already too late, it's just really saddening that she's carrying such false hopes. It just feels wrong.

I DON'T KNOW MAN. WHY IS LIFE SO SCREWED UP.