You see the 2nd line under 'marks'? Yup that's my score.

Scored my first 0 in uni yayz.

I kinda expected it after the test but it's still so damn demoralizing. At first I thought my marks have yet to be keyed in when I saw the big fat 0 but nah that was the reality LOL.

Really fuck this shit man. The number of hours I spend on fluid tutorials and pyp is so not worth this freaking oval-shaped creature. Maybe I'm not doing it right. I know I can be really unproductive. But I tried. But when the paper came I got too affected again and poof everything went down the drain. This is one of my worst issues that I have yet to learn to overcome.

So now what? I can only push on right. No one to blame except my self. Hope for things to be a little better. At most I retake the module. And retake. And retake. Or switch to another course. Hmmm sounds enticing? But that means extending my undergrad years. Means more money. Means I delay graduation and start work later. Means my parents have to retire later.

..........What exactly is the point that I am trying to drive across?

Wtv man that's all I have got to rant. Live with it. Get over it. Move on. Work harder.

Sorry for the vulgarity yeah.