Now what..?

Oh yeah I completed my Totoro puzzle! ^^ I started on it that very night after I posted my previous post. And no I didn't take THAT many days to complete it okay haha I went back to work on Thurs and Fri (one of the supervisors called on Wed and asked if I could work for the remaining two days of the week). So I spent around 18 hours in total I think?! Before you start to judge me, it's not that simple trying to fix a 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle with so many similar parts okay... Hahaha. Doubt I'll ever fix it again though, it's kind of a waste of time honestly speaking. But I love the feeling of accomplishment and excitement when you find a piece out of the many other pieces that fits nicely :D Surprisingly though, I didn't feel THAT accomplished when I completed it. It was more of the excitement during the process. So now I have no idea what I'm going to do with the completed puzzle. I could either buy a frame and leave it lying around somewhere (I can't get it hung onto the wall cuz my house is rented) or destroy it and fix it again in the future (oh my...)

Btw, I have resigned and will officially be unemployed starting from this Tuesday! Haha I actually resigned right on the day I got back to work, but since I had to give 3 days notice, tomorrow will be my last day at work, after 3.5 months wow. Gonna miss the place though! But not the job. Nope. NOT AT ALL. >)

Another night of confused thoughts and lonely moments. Maybe I shall start on my Totoro jigsaw puzzle ;)

I always wondered why on earth am I unable to get close to my sister and just talk to her randomly like those sisters you see on dramas. It cannot be that this only happens in dramas right. Idk maybe it's because I don't respect her enough... or maybe I'm the one that pushes her away. Idk man. Likewise she also doesn't seem to like talking to me. When my cousins come she'd share with them so much more things than she would ever tell me. Most of the times I get updated on her life by either my parents or during our conversations in the car. Another thing is, I realise that I tend to speak less whenever she's around... Like when we're out together as a family of four, as compared to when I'm out with just my parents, most of the times when she's talking I do not comment much. It could be because I'm afraid of offending her (there was once she ignored me for days because of something I said) or maybe I simply dislike her. IDK. Btw, one thing I really hate is when people do not reply me. At least give a damn response just a 'mm' will suffice too. That's another thing about my sis that irritates me to the core.

Ok shall stop here since it seems like I'm badmouthing her. But YEA DAMN IT AFTER ALL THESE YEARS.

Bye.

I've always been wondering about this: how much do people know about me, and how much do I know about myself? Maybe it may turn out that people actually know more about me than I do about myself, but then again what exactly is my true self? Haha confusing. I realise I don't exactly share much about my thoughts or problems except ocassionally so it's hard for me to become close to people since somehow people only become close when they share their secrets or something. But the thing is, I don't have anything so significant for me to share with others. This could be because:

1. I (fortunately) face few problems in my life
2. I don't think much about things, otherwise you could say that I'm thoughtless
3. Forget things too easily so there wouldn't be much for me to remember
4. My life is too boring

Actually I have no idea what this post is for hahaha just some random thoughts before bedtime.

ANYWAY, I have the entire week off (or more like it is compulsory leave..) to slack my ass away haha. Spent today watching the latest episode of RM, going for a jog and doing housework HAHA omg I sound like a housewife -.- tmr my cousins will be coming over for a swim and dinner! My plan for the remaining days of the week is to exercise, practice cooking (haha note it is 'practice', aka experiment), start on my jigsaw puzzle/lego if my mum buys it this week, pick up on my poor cello (but it's realky tough to get going when you're gonna start from the basics again I tell you..).

And now that I've been holidaying way too much, I feel too lazy to go back to work :p I can't even quit now cuz I don't have any number to call to tell them I want to quit lol so I'll quit once I get return to work. Cannot stand the treatment any longer. They expect us to be on standby anytime and report to work only when they need us and tell us to. No thanks man, I'd rather stop working and let my mum continue claiming for me for her next year's taxes haha. FYI, if you earn above $4k in a year, your parents wouldn't be able to claim child relief under your name next year!! Hahaha just some useful info I picked up from my job ;)

Goodnight peeps!

[愛我請留言] 劇集主題曲 - 茹初見（黃翠如）之愛無雙版

This is the main theme song for the drama I just finished watching when I came back from the hk trip, titled 爱我请留言 Swipe Tap Love. Don't be turned off by the title, it's not quite a typical (boring) romance drama. As the title probably suggests, the drama shows the interactions between the characters through online chats/messaging, which is quite interesting haha. Not to mention, the dog and the little girl are just too cute!! :p Worthy drama to catch I would say! It's rather new drama (just ended in Apr this year if I'm not wrong) so it should be quite easy to find subs online. Sigh, I guess HK dramas are still the best (except Jap detective dramas!).



And thanks to this show, I went to Youtube some of the canto songs that were featured in it, and now I'm hooked to canto songs T.T The very first canto song I liked was 玻璃鞋 by Sammi Cheng hahah because of the movie 嫁个有钱人 that I watched with my family many years back. OSTs are the best, all the feels...



Oh yeah, all the nice songs recently~ Keep it coming man! :)

Top 5 regrets people make on their deathbed

http://www.realfarmacy.com/nurse-reveals-top-5-regrets-people-make-on-their-deathbed/#1Sv42Y0clEKvG10C.01

Take That - Rule The World

Unexpectedly chanced upon a nice song at IKEA lol. Maybe I should go there more often? ;) I liked the playlist that was playing hahaha

[Urban Zakapa] When Winter Comes (코끝에 겨울) Hangul/Romanized/English Sub L...

Ah I seriously love these guys' voices. Each of their voices are just so unique and distinct, yet they still blend in together perfectly T-T And the guy's voice can go super high.......