Honestly speaking, idk why my r/s with my sis is the way it is now. Looking back at our childhood photos, we seemed to have had so much fun tgt. Now we don't even say much to each other, don't even mention hanging out and chilling tgt. I might sound petty saying this, but, she didn't even wish me for my birthday. Isn't it the very basic to just wish someone? It's almost like we're strangers living under the same roof...what on earth. Abt 1.5 months ago on her birthday, I admit I did feel hesitant to actually wish her happy birthday (idk why I felt this way too), but I still did in the end. She didn't join us for lunch today, because of her work so its understandable, but I don't think she even tried to have a meal together or something. I feel like I'm being a kid here now but this lack of interaction/kinship or whatever you call it just sucks.

Ok i just needed to rant a little.