It's backkkk. And it seems like it's here to stay for a while...

Have been feeling out of sorts the past week or so, like I'm not entirely there and my head is foggy and stuff. It's the same feeling I had back in Sec 4 days sigh. My senses seem to be less sensitive especially my sense of touch and my arms feel weak. I couldn't even close my pen cap properly today lol. And it doesn't seem to be going away even with sleep.

I really hate this feeling cuz it just makes me feel more lethargic than I already am and simply feel weak. Shall go for a run tomorrow morning and see if it will make me feel better.

I tried googling for these symptoms and the closest I could get was something called Depersonalization disorder. But the symptoms that were described seemed a little more serious than what I experience so idk.

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If you don't wish to do some things, but by not doing so it kinda makes you selfish and unkind, how do you strike that balance between the two? So damn conflicted and stifling. If only I could just run away from it in the mean time but no, I'm not allowed to.