I was just telling my dad just now about the good thing about going out with guy friends - you don't have to worry about the directions. Haha because girls (IN GENERAL) have a poorer sense of direction so when I'm out with my girl friends or my mum and sis, I'm usually the one finding the directions and whatnot since someone has to find the directions. But when you're out with guys, you can leave all the directions finding to them hahaha. That's what happened when we went to Swee Choon on Thursday XD That being said, I still think I have quite a good sense of direction ;) HAHA.

I guess this example actually kind of reflects my life in general? I mean, I grew up trying to fill up the gaps and that's how my personality is formed. I don't have a very distinct personality by nature I would say, but rather my personality was shaped by the circumstances I was in and the people around me. Such is the life of a person whose life is shape by others lol. That's why my personality is so extreme from my sister's. I tried to become a person who could make up for her flaws. And perhaps it's also because of this that I'm lacking her strengths.

For most parts I feel that this isn't something good. Having a life dependent on others is almost like letting others define who you are, which shouldn't ever be the case. But it also made me become who I am today. I'm still in the process of figuring out my real personality though haha.

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