Maybe I'm a person who is afraid of letting go; one who holds on to the past when it's clearly time to let go.

Maybe our existance in someone's life is limited to that few years, after which, like a fresh new beginning, it's time for changes and some get eliminated. Maybe it's because some have not done enough that proves their worth. Maybe some people just do not 'click' with each other.

But why only now? Then what was the past all about?

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Feeling annoyed tonight again idk why, maybe Sunday nights are my moody nights. And no, don't worry, it's not solely about what we were talking on a while ago. I already felt like that since this evening..?

Anyway, I am looking forward to:

1. SHG outing @ trampoline park on Saturday
2. Engin camp next wk (but I have yet to receive the packing list!)
3. SHG camp
4. Driving lessons

More excited for the 1 and 3 though~ Starting to feel more comfortable around the kids (they know my name yay haha!) and the volunteers. The kids are just too pure and full of joy. Well, at least most of them. As for the volunteers, they are seriously a nice bunch of people who try and make you feel at home. Whenever someone goes for an overseas trip, they will bring along some food and share it amongst us. It's been 4 months and considering how I only meet them once a week, I would say I have warmed up to them quite a fair bit!

As for number 4, I kind of enjoy driving actually hahah at least as of now. But going out to drive is really stressful because you have to take note of so many things besides driving the vehicle. Driving in circuit is more fun in the sense that it's challenging when driving though the different courses haha. But when I drove through the S-curve and the 90 degrees bend (forgot what it is called) I went up the curb like 2 or 3 times HAHA oops. Still it was fun :p

Goodnight guys. Have yet to figure out how to kill time tomorrow.