Woke up at 7.15am today to have a morning run (actually I only left home at 8.45) along the river near school. Poor stamina as usual haha but today was slightly better because of the cool, cloudy weather.
When I reached home, I drained my phone's battery from 90% all the way down to 50% searching on volunteer work and kick-boxing classes. Haha yes kick-boxing. It seems cool, but I doubt I will attend classes that are competitive/combative in nature. Those are not my style and I don't think I will be able to xiashou lol. Looking for ones like the one kn is going for, just kicking sandbags. It still allows one to pick up self-defence skills and it seems like a good form of stress relieve :D Anyway, still looking around la, no rush so I left it aside. As for the volunteer work, I signed up for some tutoring programme at Redhill, under CDAC. Gonna have to go for some briefing session this Saturday, that is 4-hours long?! Quite looking forward to it, since it's gonna be a long-term (a few months) commitment!
Then tonight I just registered for the theory/practical course at CDC. Was so confused and frustrated at first because 1) I did not know which driving school I should sign up for (plus the fact that I'll be moving to somewhere in the west side soon did not help) 2) they did not explain how the thing works - I did not want to attend the theory lessons but it was part of a whole package and blah. But I still signed up for it in the end to save the trouble. $171.40 someone please explain why it is so expensive even before I start any proper lessons?
Yup basically that was how an unemployed spent her day today (with a 2-hour long nap somewhere between). Quite productive I guess (lol) considering how I signed up for two things. But I spend too much on researching on the things I wanna do. The same goes when I look up on university courses. I tend to end up revisiting the same sites haha.
Anyway, if you're wondering why I did not search for a job the whole day even though I'm still unemployed, it is because I'm waiting for the company I applied to to get back to me!! Even though I probably should start looking for another job soon... I can rot soon. But I have many things I want to do. Does that make sense? Because I need money before I can do those things!!!! Omg I'm already turning into one of those people working for the dollar. I guess it's really hard to not be bothered by the money when almost everything requires you to have it.
I feel like this is such a messy post. I don't really know what I'm typing. I don't quite sound like myself. Maybe it's because I'm blogging less frequently now (even though I supposedly have more time). I just don't have much to blog about? I'm not the kind to blog about everything that happens in my daily life, I think. I only blog about the more significant things that happen or when I'm exceptionally happy or sad. Now that I'm so free and nothing much is going on in my life, I really don't have much to blog about. Or maybe I'm just lazy to explain my feelings.
To end of this post, I'm leaving a quote that I saw on Tumblr some time ago.
Personally, I agree with the quote. If you say you can stop loving someone, I'll say that it's only the nature of the love that has changed. This idea or concept was mentioned by a guy on a show I watched a few years back, and it struck a chord in me. Shall not go into detail about my thoughts though because my eyes are closing hahaha. What's your take on this?"You don't just stop loving someone, either you never did or you always will."
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