Friday, 29 July 2016

There's so much I want to say, but it's not the time to say. I know the importance of talking things through, but I don't know how to put it across.

There's a reason for why I'm behaving the way I am.

Fuck it. Let me just stay in Korea forever. (But I miss my family...)

Is this the cause of the pulsating pain in my head?

Wednesday, 20 July 2016

“I have all the characteristics of a human being: blood, flesh, skin, hair; but not a single, clear, identifiable emotion, except for greed and disgust. Something horrible is happening inside of me, and I don’t know why. My nightly bloodlust has overflown into my days. I feel lethal, on the verge of frenzy. I think my mask of sanity is about to slip."

Just a quote from American Psycho because I was just talking to Michelle about it earlier this evening. Although the show is super gruesome and psychotic (well, yeah, as you could have guessed from its title), it's still a really good movie. It kinda brings you into the life of a psychotic killer; the thoughts inside their minds, the difficulties they face to fit into society and possibly the misery that they go through.

Tuesday, 12 July 2016

Ah I'm suddenly missing my family and Ruby :( It seems like I'll be absent for quite a few important things like my dad's birthday (today 13 July) and my sis's commencement. Sigh.