I was scrolling through my mum's fb timeline (ya ya I stalking my mum can haha) and read through some of her friend's comments on our family photos, then I started getting all emotional :P Many of the comments were about how we're a happy family, which made me ponder about it. Sure, social media tends to over-represent the joy in one's life, but such posts also remind us of the bright side of life despite all the adversities we face. I have been taking many things for granted I guess. So when I saw the comments made by my mum's friends, I realised that yeah, I have been very blessed.

I am so so so grateful to my parents for everything thus far. Though we may still have some disputes every now and then, it's precisely because we're family members that's why we can speak freely and quarrel, yet patch up in a short while. Of course, most of the time my parents are the ones giving in oops. When I saw one of the fb photo with only my parents in it (holding hands hehe), it made me tear up, idk why haha. I guess this is another one of those emotional nights ^^; Anyway, over the past weekend my sis was rushing for her project, which she spent days and nights working on, and my parents even ended up helping her with cutting newspapers and sticking them onto the mould. It's at times like this that remind me that they have and will always be there for us, supporting us in whichever means even if it means going out of the way or sacrificing their weekend nap time.

I'm sorry if this post sounds cheesy hahaha I'll probably cringe if I were to read this again next time, but yea it's my feelings for tonight. Once in a while I will feel emotional like this HAHA.

Nell - Star Shell MV

我的肚子在咕噜咕噜叫

As the title says.

HAHA.

Anyway I don't think I've talked about this before: My cousin asked my sis and I a while back to be part of her 姐妹团 for her upcoming wedding in Jan! Hahaha I feel honoured to have been asked by her and I'm starting to get a little excited! ^^ Going to get measurements done this Saturday haha omg I sound so bimbo getting excited this but it's gonna be my first experience (and hopefully many more to come hurhur hints hints my dear friends).

About this cousin of mine, she's my closest cousin despite us being 5 years apart. We used to play a lot together when we were young and she would come to our house to stayover during most of the holidays. She took care of us very well like an older sister and treated us to food and stuff haha. I really really wish her well in her future marriage life, she's one of the people I really treasure. If that Franco (her fiancé) dares to do anything funny, I'll karate chop and kick his tummy and fats >)

I think, bit by bit, we are changing in some ways. These changes may not be obvious and it's too early to determine if it's for the better or worse, but I shall just believe in the former.

I have been pondering over something for the past few weeks (about two months in fact). Again, no one knows whether the result of this decision, if made, would be positive or not. But now's not the time for this haha I'm leaving this till after finals.

1) I guess it's still best to remain distant.

2) I'm seriously having doubts about what I am doing now.

3) I need to do something new soon life is getting boring.

4) I'm going to Hang Zhou this Dec!

5) If this blog can no longer be found any time soon, it just means I changed the url and I'll only be disclosing it to some ppl

雨の香り - Younha

Halfway done with my MIDI composition! ^^

And I've got to say that I'm rather satisfied with what I have as of now hehe. It's about 70%-80% complete I guess? I'm left with most of the rhythms and some details here and there. The song may sound ridiculous to some haha but come on I'm an amateur here XD Super fun haha I spent most of my weekend exploring the software and testing out some sounds.