Y'know, I really like this wallpaper of mine hahaha. Idk, I just like the feels you get from it ;)

Oh and probably also because I like foxes/wolves/dog breeds that look like foxes or wolves XD

Falling slowly

汪峰 - 存在

多少人走着却困在原地
多少人活着却如同死去
多少人爱着却好似分离
多少人笑着却满含泪滴

谁知道我们该去向何处
谁明白生命已变为何物
是否找个借口继续苟活
或是展翅高飞保持愤怒
我该如何存在

汪峰 - 春天里

I swear this guy is a freaking genius haha his songs are amazing, I love the instrumentals!! I was kinda surprised since I admit that I'm kinda biased against Chinese artists lol, but he's just too cool, my favourite judge on 中国好声音 ^^ Hmm but I still prefer clean singing styles over coarse-sounding ones like his :p Oh but his normal talking voice is damn sexy HAHAHAHA JUST SAYING~

Dudes. My almost finalised timetable for this sem after dropping 3121. I must must must rmb to go drop it tomorrow morning LOL. DROP DROP DROP LIKE BIRD'S DROPPINGS HEEEEEE.

Over the past 8 hours or so, I have been thinking of a rather crazy idea.

Just the thought of it makes me feel kinda tingly inside... The kind of feeling where you feel the excitement at the possibilities of what could happen, yet also feeling the anxiety at all the uncertainties.

...This can only be a positive vibe right? This is the way one should live life right? At least I feel so. Do things that can, at the simple thought of it, cause your heart to beat faster from the sheer excitement and the anxiousness about it. Don't most of such decisions often end up as one of the best decisions ever made?

I'm not gonna say what my idea is about now, I need to really think more about it first haha. Usually if I say things to early, they often don't end up materialising LOL.

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Anyway, I AM SO FED UP WITH 2121 TUTORIAL RAWR. I spent many hours trying to do two of the questions but no, I'm just no physics kid sigh. It's okay. I've always been a slow learner, just need more time and practice :/

Oh yea and I'll most likely be dropping my CN3121 module, because I'm totally unconfident of being able to juggle all 3 CN modules this sem, considering how 3121 is a module supposedly for year 3s (but I brought it forward to overload this sem). I don't want to be a cocky ass and not know my limits lol. I'm not smart, I'm a slow learner,  and I'm not hardworking enough (cuz I always end up giving in to sleep lol). I also don't want to risk neglecting 2122 and 2121. I rather build a stronger foundation with these two modules first. As to why I even overloaded with 3121 in the first place only to drop it now, I came to this decision of dropping it after going through 1.5 weeks of 2121 and 2122 lectures. Too much man haha it's only the first 1.5 weeks? Can't imagine how later chapters will be like...

Okayz that's all for today, goodnight.

All fired up for the semester!!!....but let's hope that the fire does not die off too soon ^^;

It's the end of week one of Y2S1.

I'm so happy that I got both of the two modules that I had wanted so badly, Science of Music (PC1327) and Social Work (SW1101E) ^^

Used up a lot of my bid points getting these two modules though cuz the bidding points were all craaaaazy high this semester... I spent 300 points on SoM alone. I almost couldn't get SW because the bid points were like what, 500 plus and even 1007 in one of the rounds?! Are ya mad bro. Bid so high for what uh. Yea so I had to appeal after all bidding rounds had ended. Everything was so unsure, I didn't even know if I would be able to get the module or not. But oh well I guess I was lucky eventually to have my appeal accepted :) Tbh, I lied that I was considering of taking a minor in SW and I'd have to take it this semester otherwise I wouldn't be able to complete the requirements of the minor LOL. Hey, everyone does that also okay haha. But if I really like the module (which I'm really looking forward to after the first lecture I attended), I may end up really considering it. What's the use of having a SW minor? Who cares, it's just a minor anyway lol for interest's sake. Anyway so I ended up having 236 points deducted from my general account :( I still have no idea how they decided on the number of points to deduct upon successful appeal.

So far I'm really liking these two modules, they are making me look forward to attending lectures haha! As for my chem eng modules (we call them CN modules cuz of their module codes), I'm just dreading the difficulty level and competitiveness sigh. Plus I'm taking a module that's supposed to be studied only in Y3S1, so essentially I'm competing with the seniors (tgt with the many cheway ppl who have all decided to take it also lol).

Anyway, just a summary of the modules I'll be doing this semester:
CN2121 Thermodynamics
CN2122 Fluid Mechanics
CN3121 Process Dynamics and Control
ACC1002X Financial Accounting
SW1101E Social Work: A Heart-Head-Hand Connection (lol at the name)
PC1327 Science of Music

DOES THIS LOOK AMAZING OR SCARY?

AMAZING.





......AND SCARY.

Hahaha let's do itttttt >:)