Wouldn't you think it's a pity for a relationship to crumble even though nothing wrong in particular happened? It's just that people realise new things that make them doubt the relationship and decide to stop working on it.
I couldn't pin-point where exactly I felt was weird at the point in time, but I now realised that I was uncomfortable with the fact that people who were once supposedly close could just stop talking to one another and perhaps even stop being concerned about that person. Okay, if I realise that this friend turns out not to be someone whom I would like as a close friend, I would most probably start to distance myself emotionally from that person, but it's too much to be having minimal conversations when both sides did nothing wrong to one another?
I suppose it's good to learn to let go of things, but recently I wonder if 'letting go' has been too overrated to the point that it becomes a convenient excuse for us to not try our best, to be cowards, to go the easy way out. Sometimes I feel like people are moving on too fast. If a relationship doesn't seem to be what they are looking for, they move on to look for new relationships like no one's business and perhaps, say, abandon the old friendship. What about the friendship that existed previously? Do the bonds that were formed earlier not mean anything? IDK.
Btw disclaimer here: This was not targeted towards anyone okay...it just got me thinking about people these days and tbh I think I'm guilty of this towards some people too.
Speaking of which, I don't know if it's good to not think much about things and stay ignorant or to think, think, think and risk over-thinking lol. I used to think a lot about things when I was much younger, so that made me quite a scheming kid I would say haha and I was too sensitive over many things. Then one day I realised how much over-thinking was harming myself and it's just way too tiring mentally, so from then on I decided to stop thinking too deep into things. If I had continued doing so, I would probably have turned into one of those unscrupulous people hahaha. On the other hand, thinking less probably made me less smart LOL. Yea so I usually just avoid exposing myself to complicated situations. (......I don't really know what I'm writing already, my brain is about to go into sleep mode....) But in the end, this made me become ignorant of many things and perhaps also apathetic, which is a no go.
It's been a while since I last typed such a post, just shows how long I have not been thinking HAHA. Oh wells. School is starting soon. I feel so unprepared somehow. Time to sleep.
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Sometimes I have things I want to say, but I also don't wish to cause disrupt the current state.
